I am back home

I am home from Texas. I was staying at my aunt’s house with my parents and my sister was staying with Lee. My other brother was staying at the warehouse until someone rents it. My aunt had allergies and my sister has a dog so that is why she is staying at Lee’s house. Lee is my other brother.

I felt like my family was separating, I miss my sister. I see my brother almost everyday, my sister and I do so much together. I was sad so I had low motivation to go out. I just went to the gym, Bubble Tea house and my aunt’s house. My parents took me out to the beach. I walked a few steps and my mom recorded it. I got so much better, knowing that I am getting better makes me happy. I hope somebody rents the warehouse so my brother and sister will be back living with my parents and I.


A few days after my Birthday, my parents and I went to visit Texas. I have not been to Texas since I moved to Rhode Island years ago. I was excited to see my uncle, Patricia and my family at Texas. Ever since I moved from Texas to Rhode Island, I been asking my parents to visit Texas. Texas was warm, I had so much fun, I miss Patricia and Melissa. I went to visit Thay, my other cousin and her parents. I hated the plane ride, 7 hours was so long. I had a fear of ruining vacations remember, I am facing it slowly.

Next year

My dad and brother, Simon left to Carolina a month ago. I been working out 1 hour in the mornings with my mom for the entire mont. After an hour at the gym with my mom, we went home. I am an active person. I can workout for 3 hours, thank god that I have a tiny gym set up in my house and I have a 6 feet basketball hoop in my living room. The basketball is for my nephews, but their house doesn’t fit the hoop. My house does. I miss my dad so much, I can not wait when he is back.For 2 months I been having free time, free time for myself. I babysat Willian and Leonardo then their mom had a baby, Julius. Pricsilla, my nephew’s mom has been home watching her boys. Julious changed his milk so I will be watching them soon, I miss it. Here is the last picture of my dad at Rhode Island with my mom, Julius and William. He missed the holidays.


Today at the gym, my friend Gerry worked out with me. He trained me on my balance. Great workout, I was on the treadmill walking, but with no hands holding the grips on the treadmill. Gerry was beside me, to catch me if I fell. I was able to walk, remember I fell down the treadmmill when I first started the gym? I was scared walking the treadmill, but I was able to let my hand go from the ndle. I did hold on when I need too. Today made me realized that I started walking in 5 years, crazy. I am walking so much!


 I felt sad, down, my motivation was low then I looked over my blog. I been through so much. On July 19, 2003 I had an incident. A vessel burst in my head and I was in coma for 3 months. I woke up laying on a bed thinking what I last remembered was my incident thinking it was a nightmare, it wasn’t. I couldn’t talk or move, I was stiff. The day I woke up, I found out July 19 actually happened. I asked myself,”Why did god choose me to be handicap, I have to now go through what I will go through?” Before July 19, I was an active child, had lots of friends, talented, and I had a future planned out for me. I wanted to be a nurse then my incident happened and it felt like my future was not happening. My teenage years was gone, I was getting around on a wheelchair, I looked for creams, remedies to get stronger, walk again. High school was so rough, the assignments was no problem, but the teachers and students were. I was called ugly, retard, fat, people brought me down. I never liked drama so I never said anything. I graduated class of 2010. My brother signed me up at Planet Fitness and now I inspire and motivate so much people. The gym changed my life. I stroll my wheelchair around with weights. I do One 45lbs to five 45lbs. I change it up to train my balance. I also workout too. If I stopped pushing my wheelchair around, the gym wouldn’t be the same. Life is like a bicycle, to keep your balance is to keep moving. God gave me another chance on life to do what I am doing now and that is being an inspiration to many, changing how people see life. God is amazing, god knows what he/she is doing. Be patient. When I stand before god on the end of my life. I hope I won’t have any talent in me because I used it all.