I was mad at Chad and I felt so down with myself. I told Tina to don’t talk to Chad. She was still friends with him. In my homeroom, i said hi to a girl. The girl in my homeroom gave me an ugly stare like I was so gross to talk to that’s when I started hearing false rumors of me being born retarded, I was hearing my teachers feeling sorry for me, I can’t be quiet and that I was born ugly. I use to look in the mirror smiling, looking at my 1 dimple. I wasn’t ugly. Was I seeing the wrong image of me in the mirror? At school the girls in my homeroom was officially gross of me. Chad, my home room and Tine are all my ages. They all were friends.
At Foods class, I meant a guy”Sam”. I had a crush on Sam, he got me to forget about the stuff going around about me. Outside of Foods class, I was a gross creature, but in Foods I am a person. I paired up with my friend, Mariah to do sink duties. I stand and walk doing it. I love it! At lunch when I had lunch with Sam, he call me to sit at his table. Well the rumors got to the point where I needed to tell my 1 on 1. I asked her if I can come to school with my cousin, Chanseda. I told my family about Chad spreading stuff and that I don’t like him. Chanseda was the only one who wanted to do something about it. My 1 on 1 said no and I told her about Chad and the girls. She said that they are playing with me. I wanted to graduate with my class, I decided to focus on graduating. Chad started trying to be nice by holding doors for me. At lunch when I was talking to Sam, Chad came and gave him a high five, laugh and talked. That day, I stop feeling the same towards Sam. The year ended.