I decided to take the Summer off of school to relax. I did think of what I wanted to major in. I was getting bored staying home everyday, I had no social life for months. I told my family I wanted to go to college, but they didn’t beleive I was going to stay focus to graduate. They told me to start when I know exactly what I want to major in. Those months thinking at home got me thinking of my future, before my incident my life was heading on a good start. I saw my future married with childrens, a job, a car and a house. Who’s going to take me into there home and watch me? When my parent’s friend ask my parents about us, there childrens. My mom smiling all proud,”1 owns Bubble tea House and that’s Simon, 1 tattoos and that’s Lee and the youngest 1 which is Gamykar is going to school helping patience at hospitals, they have there life set.”They usually forget to mention me. I remember when my parents had friends over, I over heard this conversation of my siblings then I would walk pass my parents to let them realise, they have another daughter. They wanted a daughter, but had 2 sons before me. I was there “gift from god” not I must be not worthy to add in the family tree. My parents were talking about living at Cambodia when they are old. My mom said my siblings can take me into there home, but they’ll be to busy with there own family. They will forget about me. I don’t drive, my siblings all do and depending on people isn’t easy. How will I go to stores to buy food? I’ll be alone and living behind Bubble Tea House dumpster. My life was horrible, I was upset. I made myself think I will never succeed in anything. I know going to college won’t bring me far, I lost hope on going. I told my mom that noone will take me in. Then she realize I was right. She saw I was upset, my mom was bringing me to meet up with people who help others find a job and help with rides.
To be continued…..